fuck you and everyone else too

Rejection. Disrespect. Dislike. Not cool. Not fake enough. Awkward. Too real. Bitchy. High expectations. Knows too much. Reads too much. Into people. Understands them too much. Sick of it. Sick of not being understood. To love me is to know me. To know me is to understand me. Not very many people do, and I’m tired of being fucking underappreciated. I am not living up to my full potential and don’t know what the fuck it will take for me to get there. I’m fucking sick of this shit. Sick of it. I’m fucking thirty years old. No, I’m fucking thirty one, and I’ll be thirty two next month. What the fuck? When will I be respected for anything? Do I have to be a fucking asshole to get anything done or a total fucking obnoxious whore? I hate this shit. I really do. Fuck it all to hell. Fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!